To tired for thoughts

I am tonight just to tired to think. Just want to be and do nothing. May be i must go and take a long warm shower may be i will feel better then. I wish i can be a funny person on my blog. Some days is better than other days. Today is the day I just want to sit down and feel sorry for myself.

Sleep

Sometimes it feels for me of lost time when I slept, and then there come a day that I can't get enough sleep.
The people that now a lot of sleep says that it is in portent too get enough for a well balanced life. Well I have defiantly a shortage in sleep. I sat here and sleep like a fish on dry ground. Have to wait for ds to come back home. He work late to night.
If I wasn't tipping it will be some grass that I have made to day. At my work place the nurses that work the night sift say when you write report at 2 am and you can't read your own things it is little grass. See you all tomorrow. Good night.

Thank you

This week I have this feeling in me to just say thank you dear Lord that we have a job, with a steady income. That we have a house in this cold winter to live in. Thank you for a car to get my to the work and back save and warm. Thank you for warm clothes to wear. Thank you for a bed with warm blankets to sleep on.
Thank you dear Lord for all the love and warmness from my friends. Thank you for technology so that I could meet friends in other parts of the world.
Thank you Lord for a wonderful and kind husband and 2 beautiful sons that are healthy.
Thank you dear Lord that You love me first so that I can love You.

Friday

It is Friday I am lazy today just want to sit around and drink coffee. Why is there sometimes a problem with a machine and when the technician test it there is no problem. I wish somebody can explain it to me.

Loyalty

What is loyalty? I wonder because sometimes it feels for me that an employer can be disloyal against his employee and nothing will happen, but when an employee is disloyal against his or her employer there will be some troubles. About the thing from yesterday the big boss said it is not his problem we will explain everything that happened in the theater and we must take responsibilities for everything. He know about it all now he said he didn't know about it.

Why?

Yes I asked it because today we nearly lost a baby in the theater. The sad thing is that it could been prevented if all the persons we complained to, respond on our complains a year ago. Why doesn't they listen? Why doesn't they think a life is important? Why is that they think that we doesn't now about things that are wrong? Why must something like that happened before there is a reaction? Then every one asked why isn't that been reported but it is been reported. They just didn't want to listen.

Thoughts

There is no better thing to see when a baby is born, but there is no scary thing when that baby is not crying. I will not know what I will do when the baby doesn't start crying. It made me old to wait for that sound, but when it is there that is such a relief.

Today was the shortest day of the year. So the sun will come up a little earlier every day, Summer is on its way.

Why is people thoughts of me important

I wish I can understand myself, it feel for me that I can't survive with positive comments on what I do. I want to changed that. Is there somebody that read this blog that can help me with it.